life lately

Date: Oct 29, 2025

Medium story

i made my first 6 figures online last week

around a year after getting my first client

i felt pretty lonely though recently, but this week i feel better

i genuinely don’t like telling my wins out loud

because i fear they’ll make me complacent

run the hedonic treadmill

or maybe other people will think i’m materialistic

though i care about making lots of money now

and it feels nice to tell your parents

i got here cause i heard other 20 somethings could

so why couldn’t i

but i’m no where near the success i want to achieve is yet.

i hope what i say and do will matter to someone’s success one day

and that i don’t get complacent

but also find real peace and happiness

the one that i think we all crave

a year ago i wasn’t where i am

it doesn’t feel like it

but a year from now i won’t be the same either

i didn’t know when i changed

or i’m still the same but decorated with different achievements.